Mus's way of life

10 May 2013, the day that i got enlisted serving the Nation in the Army. Everyone says army is tough and all those kind of shits. Actually its true. Seeing other company trained really inspired me, by their discipline, teamwork, bonding and most favourite is the “keng” means the onr one who always goes to medical centre and ask for excuse in all the trainings.

Now it’s the 29th of may. 1 more week and i will be off from pulau tekong and will be going to sembawang camp. From there i will get and trained into my vocations. All i hope for is become a technician in RSAF - Republic Singapore Air Force. If i get that posting i would be great dept in the most merciful.

So the training here is quite tough. There’s a funny feeling in this camp. You will tend to get missing someone. Right now, yeah im kinda missing someone. Especially my sister. She cried when the moment i left her at pasir ris mrt stations..

The most memorable is the BMT in Tekong. Well i was been attached to Jaguar Company and our motto is. WE FEAR NOTHING.
So we get to handle a rifle. I thought the rifle was just a playing gun. But the moment when i inserted a live bullet into the rifle. Everything change, when i shoot a watermelon that was infront of me, half of the watermelon exploded just like that. Imagine if you get a headshot.
After all the live range, i was awarded with a marskman. It means you’re a good shooter that can aim and shoot well given in any position.

After that, it was campfield…
Will continue when have the time

Wish you knew i miss you so so bad.

Just love you so much.

I tried to stay strong

I have no shoulders to cry on, nobody to talk too. Nobody to complain to. I have only have you Ya Allah. If you leave me.. I would be lost and worthless. And the most useless person. Hmm :’(

But too bad, you are happy with some one else. There’s nothing I could do. Just do what you like because I will not be there anymore.

Sometimes I observed when thing are being brag at. People would get sick of it, lazy to entertain and this all. When we are in trouble, we asked for help. No one is able to attend to your aid 24/7. When you are upset with things, you keep telling others that you are sad about this specific item. People would say be patience and soon it would be over. They need to feel what it really feels like before making a comment about it. Humans are just a fake listener. They are able to listen and give advises for a short period of time, after all those where will they be ended up? Don’t even care abit of us.

Just stop and pray to GOD who is always there leading us. He will never get bored listening to our problems, he will never been tired showing the way. Because he knows we are so down and his the only one who is able to lead to the right way. And for that, I thank ALLAH for giving me a chance to loose my burden in me. He knows what i have been going through. He had helped us in various way. WE ARE JUST BLIND TO SEE.